I am groggy eyed. But I want to write.
I am angry – angry at someone who hasn't responded. I have no reason to be angry. I have no reason to care.
My mind doesn't ask for a reason. It's irrational. It needs comfort. It needs direction.
I want to stop writing posts that no one will understand. I want to get back my stability again. I don't want to blurt out nonsense. Or maybe I do. Maybe blurting out nonsense frees the mind – that's what they say… maybe that means that I want to free up my mind.
Do not clog my mind. Let it be free.
Let there be peace.